Lol had farewell assembly today. Quite a sad day today I guess, very touched by the little notes that our teachers write for us. Gonna miss mr tan mr goh mr ng and ms Choy. Oh yeah! Ms lee came back today too and she still recognized our class haha. Took photos with class and Ivan and steph today too haha fun day indeed especially photo taking part! ;))) oh ya haha btw today ferlin gave me my belated birthday present cum farewell gift too haha the yoshi is like uber cute can! :) and ferlin de note is like super touching! An excerpt taken from her note haha: if coming to aj was a mistake, then meeting you would have been the most beautiful accident. Many thanks to the one who has silently been there for me. And indeed, I am thankful that ferlin is always there for me too, she is in fact one of the kindest person I have ever met. :) I am indeed thankful that she is always there for me, and that I have come to aj, otherwise I may never have gotten the opportunity to know someone so kind, so understanding whom used to be my classmate but we never ever talked before. And so, this marks my last thoughts on farewell. Indeed, I'm happy to be in such a fun and happening class that has brightened up my days in ajc, met such superb good friends in my class, established lasting friendships with certain individuals/classmates and strengthened old ties with my ex classmates from 4/1. Given the chance to choose my jc path again, I will still choose to come to ajc, enter 0809, and join va. With that, I believe that many years down the road I will still reminisce the memorable days in ajc. :)

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I spent the whole afternoon trying to relook my Econ and chem doubts. And I realized that the most difficult thing is not to revise and strengthen what I already know. And this is the difficult part cos I just realized there is alot of catching up that I need to do

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Back to blogging.

Anyway, this is going to be a post full of purely just RANTS. I am in a pretty foul mood these days, unexpected eh? I bet my truly good friends would be surprised that I am actually in a foul mood. I don't feel this way ever before in secondary school. Perhaps, this is just the beginning of the real world, a dog-eat-dog world, which some people calls it. Yea, my most poignant unhappiness is TODAY. Hey you "friend", can you please be more sensitive? I am already soaked in despair and unhappiness, and you still want to tread on my toes is it huh? Roll your eyes two times for what, so rude. I bet ur appraisal must be like.. =.= ..... no pun intended. yes. Karma comes in a full circle, you reap what you sow. How you treat me, will be how I treat you back. Fullstop. The only reason why I am blogging in here is so that many many years down the road, I will still be able to reminisce the "oh, so horrible" moments that I used to share with you, dear "friend".

Note: The following paragraph is just my own personal opinion. No offence targeted. =) please be understanding.

Secondly, I don't want to say too much here. But just know that this world is unfair, and when you are at the losing end, the odds just keep growing, the stakes are larger, and you will lose out more. This is inexorable. Wow, not bad, managed to practise gp in my blog post. LOL. With this model, one will never be able to rise up the ranks. In fact, when you are lousy and dwindling at the bottom, the expectation of you by others is that you are DOOMED to failure. But I am going to prove this wrong. Exemplify the flaws in the model, which I personally believe those who have suffered too will do so, and nullify them. lol lol, talking around in circles, but no doubt, I will still remember what am I trying to say, in future. Only me. Ha, everyone's so into facebook so nobody will bother reading my blog anyway. Wonderful.

Super pointless.

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Sometimes, I realise it is not what you achieved that makes others remember you for, but what you have left behind that is actually worth remembering for. I am very touched and glad that I have been remembered for what I am instead of what I have achieved. Ultimately, it is what you have left behind that is worth remembering that will transcend into legacies. =)
I know it myself when I am genuinely happy when I am in a company of people that I know I can depend on.
Thanks for always being so insincere yeah. HA. HA. HA. YOU are such an INGRATE! D:
Indeed, familiarity breeds contempt.
My facebook profile = permanently stagnant. lol just a side note.

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I think I am someone who hardly reads or actually believes in horoscope until a particular issue striked me. Ha! super coincidental with what happened during the week.
And it made me realised who are those that are true to you, and who are those that overlooks your presence when time passes although they claimed that they don't. But well, actions do speak louder than words sometimes, and I am glad that I am not so blind. haha. Thankfully, I know it myself who are the ones that really treasure my presence. =D

haha on a super high and happy mood now~! =D

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...

Get it over and done with.

Somehow I am reminded of how I had missed my busstop once before, and ended up having to detour at serangoon central for 45 minutes.

zzz.

blemished.

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5 months since I last touched my blog haha.
Wow, and 5 months passed by just like that, in a flash. Tomorrow is the day that my sis will come back from america! yay! =D Finally!




and I realised time is running out...

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